Wednesday, April 21, 2010

what i was thinking before i went to sleep last night :(

when i see you, i know you are special, but i also know that someone's making you feel that way.
i know that i can make you happy but problem is, someone's doing that already.

i've always wanted to let go of this crazy feeling but your face, your voice, your touch, ahh... i just can't help it. you're just there, you just don't go...

loving you from a distance makes me happy and sad at the same time. happy because it's you and sad because i can't express it in any way.

until now i'm struggling to let go... it's not doing any good to me. lines from eponine's "on my own" are very much applicable to me

"i love him, but when the night is over
he is gone, the river's just a river
without me, his world will go on turning
the trees are there and everywhere, the streets are full of strangers"


but now, i still love you and a small part of me is still hoping that you feel the same...

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