Yeah, again and again and again... Talking about craziness, huh? These are the times that I hate myself for thinking about him and my craziness on him. No matter I tell myself that nothing will ever happen, even if I constantly ask for His help, the devil knows how to make me weak, touching my emotions big time.
Fighting myself each time I see him. Sometimes I win, most of the time I don't. Then again, the slapping comes in.
I have to tell myself that this will go nowhere. I have to let go... I've been suffering for so long, long enough to build a new self to accommodate new whatevers.
Well, for now I have to slap my face hard enough to wake up in this daydreaming... *slap*
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