Another Revelation

Yesterday, my sister told me that our eldest sis finally showed up... with a plus. She carried a 4-month old baby which happened to be her child (gender was not specified). There's no dad, meaning, Ate doesn't have a husband. Now, two of my sisters are single moms. I am so blessed.

Pondering on what happened to my sisters made me realize how blessed I am. Though I don't have a love partner right now, at least I will not make innocent lives miserable because they don't have a dad. God must have been preparing this man to match my criteria (hehehe). Whoever that man is, he will be very very special. He must a good and loving father my children and a loving and protective husband to me. I will be his life partner and best friend - will give all my love and affection to our family and support him in every way I can. God will be the center of our lives, definitely.

Haaaaayyy, when will that be?

He's Married

Yes. I just found out that my ex-boyfriend just got married a couple of weeks ago. Crap! I didn't know that I will feel something weird.

Don't get me wrong... I am not in love with him anymore and I can honestly say that. However, this keeps me asking when my man will come.

I know that God is preparing the best husband for me... someone who can sing or play an instrument with me, someone who is intelligent and can carry a conversation, not to mention that this guy should be financially, emotionally and spiritually ready. But I think i'm getting impatient already. I'm not getting any younger and I would like to be with someone who will spend my years with.

Lord, let this man come to my life.

Old pics... Beautiful Memories

I opened my yahoo mail and accidentally clicked all the way to the earliest email saved... then i saw this email i from my company email... it was an email from Al... pictures pala namin on one of our Christmas parties which was held at Eric's house. It brought back beautiful memories...

http://good-times.webshots.com/album/556572952kXtSOU

hehehe!!! Enjoy! :)

Why?

Why am I allowing myself to feel like this?
It's been a while since I realized something... it just happened, very unexpected.

I posted before that love is a matter of choice, not only feelings. This is what I've learned in my previous relationship and reviving my relationship with God.

I know what I feel is wrong because of soooo many reasons...but then again, here i am, feeling what I am currently feeling.

I just want this to end. Right here, right now. so easy to say, huh? May God help me. :)

It's Been a While

It's really been a whils since I posted something here... Been so busy with lots of things these past weeks. I broke my promise to post our team building pictures here... but there were lots! and i don't think the site can handle it! lolz!

Anyway, as mentioned, I've been busy and most of the time was consumed (and is still being consumed) by my work... and i just can't help it!

One thing that I don't like though is what my emotions currently speak... I've been through heartaches and I just don't want to add one. You might be confused... you might be asking if I am currently inlove or in a relationship. Apparently, my answer is nope, just confused.

Sharing everything to even one person will definitely make noise... that's why I prefer keeping this between me and God. He's the best secret-keeper! :)

It's been a while...

Since I posted something here... well, I've been very very busy these past few weeks...

i'll be posting some after our team building... :)

Answer to Onin's "Whatever you sow is what others will reap..."

That's what I am currently experiencing... I feel that I am being robbed!!!